the middle

 i was rocking my "little" 16 month old baby tonight.

tomorrow we get to meet the newest member of our family

and i couldn't be more ecstatic

however tonight, for one last night 

mac is the baby.

 i'm crazy in love with this little man!

he has so much personality contained in such a tiny person its sorta miraculous! 

he has the deepest little belly laugh

and the sweetest smile

his eyelashes go on forever

and just like his big brother he can have an entire conversation 

using just his eyebrows.

 i just LOVE him!

 and i'm a litte sad that he doesn't get to be the baby for a bit longer

because he's really good at it,

but like it or not

he has to grow up a little bit tomorrow.

he'll be a big brother after all!

and although he's lucky and gets to be both a big brother and a little brother

he doesn't get to be the baby.

his little world is about to turn upside down.

and i know that him and the littlest little will be besties in no time

still, its gonna be a rough adjustment for my little sidekick.

i hope that he will always know how much i love him 

and that the amount of love is not measured by the amount of time i can devote to him.

my heart just grows exponentially to hold more love for another little person.

with out losing a drop for the others!

one could argue that a moms heart is the strongest thing on the planet,

 the fact that it doesn't explode is a miracle.

i mean think of those crazy's out there that have like.... 4 or more whole kids.

its pretty much mind boggling that they don't just combust right?

so little mac, i love you buddy

but...

buckle up

theres gonna be a new baby in town.